I haven't felt this down in a long time. I was reading a few birth stories on The Bump boards and unexpectedly I felt so sad. I thought about what it would be like to have a baby. I pictured Mr. B by my side and my Mom snapping a thousand photos of the new baby. And I just started crying in my office. It's so frustrating to want something so badly and every attempt fails. I feel like life is slapping me in the face every time.
This is so fucking hard.
::big hug::
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The Bump always makes me cry too. I don't know why we torture ourselves like this. Too bad you are on the opposite coast as I am, because I totally would say let's go get a drink!
ReplyDeleteInfertility is so unfair :( Huge ((hugs))
ReplyDeleteIt's bad enough we are dealing with it in our personal lives, but it's awful when the sadness comes through at work or in public. Infertility follows us everywhere. M is so right...why do we give in and look at Bump or the millions of forums out there? It never ends well, but we all do it.
ReplyDeleteSending you a big hug!!! I hope your day gets better! Surround yourself with people/things that make you laugh. Take care :)
((hugs)) That's all I have to offer. I'm so sorry :(
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